Going to Another School is Horrible!

When I failed the 2nd time in my 3rd year in the same school I was going to, I decided it was enough for me. I needed to look for a school that accepts graduating tansferees and are crediting all the subjects I have taken in my old school. I talked to my parents about it and they agreed as long as I can carry myself there and I need to bear being away from home. I said I will do everything! I just need to continue my studies and graduate in one year. I am wasting much time and failing all the time as well.


So I aked help from my classmates. My other classmates who were deloaded as well (failure), told me they are transferring to a certain school. They accepts transferees there even graduating students and credits all taken subjects so we will be continuing in 4th year. I told myself that was the answer.

I told F about it. At first he was hesitant because we will be away from each other... I don't want it too, but I have no choice. I wanted to finish my course soon! Well, he agreed. And he promised he will keep in touch all the time. I told my parents when I went home together with F. They talked about it and later they agreed and permitted me to go there.

After F's graduation in our school, I prepeared myself so I can leave the next day. It was an hour boat ride from my place to the other place just to go to that school. I inquired for the enrollment after I get there and looked for the a boarding house.

I find it very expensive there, tuition fees and boarding. Wow. The food is cheap, but I am having troubles with the tuition fee especially that until now my parents are still out of job. Later I found someone who could help me with school for free! I said it right, yes, FOR FREE! So I did well there until the prelim exam. I find it very hard for me to concentrate. I was wondering why and everytime I travel I was vomiting...

After 2months, I was wondeing why my menstruation is still not coming, then I thought that I could be pregnant... So I bought a pregnancy kit and I had a positive result with those 2 lines... I REALLY AM PREGNANT!