Continue with the Pregnancy

Hmmm...

Well, I stopped schooling at the other school but when I stopped, I was already pregnant!

What will I do? Will I tell my parents? I have given them so much burden, now I am pregnant?! That can't be!

Those were the words I was telling myself since I knew of it. My boyfriend, F, was happy and afraid at the ame time because he has just graduated. But well, at first I admit I tried to abort my baby, but later, I loved the moving in my tummy...! I always smile everytime he moves... That's a really nice feeling. And I also talk to the baby inside my tummy asking for forgiveness for attmepting to abort him and promised will take good care of him.

I was hiding my pregnancy to my parents but one day, they knew about it. How? Hmm... I was sleeping in my mom's room and she came inside. She hugged me and suddenly my tummy moved! Hahahah! I think my baby is excited and happy to feel his grandma touching him and feeling him. My mom just lept quiet until one day she confronted me...

I told her the truth that yes I am pregnant. She asked if I am going to tell her I am sorry I said yes, and asked her for forgiveness. She said it's ok because now I will know what it is to be a mom. And just made me promise to continue my studies after I am ready to go to school.

We told my dad, he's happy! And like my mom, he just made me promise to continue my studies, because that's the only thing they can give me, education. Also, they are able to help my child by making me an educated person and a better mom for having finished my course.

I love my parents so much!

Dandruff

Well, I have been botheed by my dandruff... EEEEWWW! Until now I still have it. I saw this article and I think it helped somehow.
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Lent Season!

It is Lent Season now...

I really wait for this time of the year, this is my favorite part of the year.

My Favorite Song of Michael Jackson... Will You Be There

My favorite singer is Michael Jackson... Ever since I was a child, I have known hi songs and watched him in the tv with his Dangerous album. I really LOVE MJ so much!

Too bad now that he passed away, it has always been my wish to see him in person.

Going to Another School is Horrible!

When I failed the 2nd time in my 3rd year in the same school I was going to, I decided it was enough for me. I needed to look for a school that accepts graduating tansferees and are crediting all the subjects I have taken in my old school. I talked to my parents about it and they agreed as long as I can carry myself there and I need to bear being away from home. I said I will do everything! I just need to continue my studies and graduate in one year. I am wasting much time and failing all the time as well.

Passed But Failed

Wait is over for me to repeat the 3rd year 1st semester. I enrolled for the 1st semester in the 3rd year. This is my 2nd year in being a Junior student. The office gave me a MOA (agreement) pertaining to my grades for the new curriculum and also states there that I am an irregular student until I pass the subject. If I fail again this subject, the college will kick me out. The sad thing is that I did not read the whole agreement and just signed. MY BAD!

Call Center Job

I got bored with nothing to do at home and not going back to school for my studies since I was deloaded and currently waiting for the June 2005 to come and it's only October 2004 by then. I am also getting depressed so I wanna do something else rather than attending to my depression and stress. So I decided to work at a call center. I aked permission from my parents and they permitted me. I went to Callbox as it s near to my home and tried my luck there.

My Light, My Hope

I failed my 3rd year 1st semester in the nursing course. Well, that was it for me. The first person I texted when I failed was a classmate, a guy classmate. He courted me in my 2nd year 1st semester, but I rejected him because of how he looks and his complexion, he is dark. J was light brown and my classmate is dark brown. But I wondered why he was the 1st person I informed I failed. Let's call my classmate by the name F. F was the 1st person who comforted me too when everybody knows by then that I failed. He had a girlfrend by then.

I Failed for the First Time in my Course

I was very very low with my self-esteem and my friends are like going away from me because of what I have been doing to myself and still continuing my relationship with J. I was determined to continue my relationship with him until my finals exam day came. I thought I am able to pay the tuition fee for finals exam because I kept my money and saved it for the finals exam. To my dismay, I forgot that I used the money for J! I used it to have his child have the immunization at a certain hospital. Now what am I gonna do?

Being a Mistress Is...

My life was terrible when I continued to be a mistress. I was really never contented and doubting all the time. Everytime J and I are together, I am the one holding his phone so I know whether his wife texts or not. And I also look at his sent items secretly if he says i love you to her. That was really bad that I lost confidence and am already losing my self-worth for being the "second" in line. Well, one day, we were eating at a restaurant (of course my treat), J had a text and I was thinking it was his wife. J didn't know he had a text becuase I put it to silent mode. To my surprise, it was another girl texting him! Argh! That's really mad of him! Wondering what she texted? The text goes like this (translated to englih), "J why are you not replying to my texts last night? I sent you the money today via the Western Union and the control number is_______. Hope you text me soon and please don't be mad at me anymore. I love you." WOw, I thought I was the only girl after his wife, but I was wrong.

Inlove with the Wrong Guy... Hmmm...

My 2nd year college, 2nd semester. I wanted to have a relationship so I looked for ways that I will be able to have one. Well, there was a tv program that shows text messages from people looking for textmates. I found one that interested me with his post because what he was looking for described me (age, complexion, education in...). I messaged him because he posted his number there and I was really very happy that he replied back! Wow... Let's name my textmate J.

My 7-8Year (Instead of 4) College Life as a Nursing Student

Well, I studies BS in Nursing at a university in my place (sorry, I can't mention the name of the school). It was very fun there and it is really very conducive for learning being there... I entered there 2002 of June, but I graduated just 2009 instead of 2006. Why? Here the story goes...